Friday, September 30, 2011

An awesome way to end the month...

HEYYA PEOPLE!!!!!!

It's the 30th day of September, which means...............

SEPTEMBER IS ENDING!!!!


I'm personally super duper happy because September was just NOT my month. I went through a lot of things and thank God I survived. Today, people are saying goodbye to September. Some are happy, some are sad. Today, was the most AWESOME DAY of September, to me :$

So, my schoolmates and I went to this nearby mall and we watched Final Destination 5. I watched Final Destination 1 but not the 2nd till the 4th. It was a long time ago since I watched it so I forgot what it was about -_- when my friend invited me, I was like "sure!" bcs i'm so sick of home -_-v so we watched the movie and it was CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!! I closed my eyes and just listened to the scary sounds. Lol I've never been so scared like that before!

After the movie, we went to this place called Timezone. It's a popular game arcade in Indonesia. There, my 2 best-dude-friends and I played Dare or Dare (similar to Truth or Dare, it's just that truth IS NOT an option :p) So we played, and the dare was so embarrassing! We gotta like, ride a kiddy ride and we should take our picture taken HAHAHA it was insaneeeeeeee.........

When I'm home, I feel the bad side of the day. My crush just confessed that he "actually I DON'T CARE AT ALL" and it just made me feel sad. Why should he gave me such an empty-hope. He said he love me, he said I'll be his. Why did ya say that? *cries in the corner of the room*

Oh well, my best friend is online and I'm chatting with him right now. Talking about the awesome evening we had and other stuffs lol.

Oh yea, this will be my LAST POST before my final exams. My exams starts on the 4th and ends on the 7th so see ya when I'm done. Wish me luck, fellow bloggers! *hugs*

xo, M

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Friendship :[

Here's my point of view of my friendship with some people in my life. They're gone. They don't care about me and they left me. Well, I guess these pictures explain how I feel.


Thanks for breaking me.
xo, M

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Profile: My twin sister Lyony!

Well, she's not actually my twin sister. But I treat her as if she is. We feel the same, we have the same troubles, and we even had a crush on the same guy (yep, had. Because I don't have a crush on this guy anymore). And her name is.... LYONY!

She's this adorkable (that's dork and adorable) and shy girl who does not really get along with people fast but once you know her, you know you want to be her next best friend. She got a few friend troubles so it's hard for her to trust people (just like me!-_-) But what I really love about her is that she understands me. We both go through basically the same thing and we always got each other's back! She never ignore me and she never left me. She's like, the friend I never have! And another thing, she is super responsible. I have never seen ANYONE her age that is as responsible at home. Go ask her to make three paragraphs and she'll make three pages. She's super responsible because she does what she gotta do ON TIME! She's a year younger than me and, please be shocked, SHE HELPED ME WITH CIVICS! Remember the task thing I post about me finding something about the constitutions? Yep, SHE helped ME. My junior helped me. And she was right!

This girl is really special. She helped me out so much and I can't repay her! She even gave me chacha chocolate!:3 She's also going to name her daughter after me. HOW COOL IS THAT?

This girl is really hard to find. If ya found one, be grateful. If ya haven't then one will come to ya. To me, I found mine. And it's her. She's always there for me and she will never let me down. She's an angel sent from above destined to be my friend.

Lyony, thank you for your advice and help in E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G! I can't thank you enough for every single thing you've done for me. LYONY JOSEPHINE TAMBUNAN, ME LOVE YOU <3
*salt ice cream and mint ice cream toast* CHEERS!

xo, M

Chilling out with my homies~

Saturday, 17 September 2011

HELLO PEOPLE!!!!!!!!! :D
yep, it's me again.
so, imma tell ya about my day
so today, I went to this local park to practice my dance moves. Then, me and my 3 pals crossed the street and went to the nearby mall. There, we had TONS of fun, TONS of laughs and TONS of................................................. HAPPINESS! It wasn't the best day ever or anything. It was just, special to me. Why? because sometimes I don't really get along with them so it's good to know that I can :)

We took TONS of pictures together. What can I say? We're girls with the looks B-)

HERE'S US! X)





















See ya peeps!
xo, M

Friday, September 16, 2011

I am back in the house yo!

Hello peopleeee!!!!!!!!!! Oh gosh. Not posting on my blog for only a few days is just... ain't right. Felt like the day is incomplete lol. The reason why I haven't been posting is because I got these tests in school and I got so many things to do. Busy, busy, busy. Well, not to worry. Imma try my best to post something when I get the chance ;D

So today, my friends and I went to my neighbors house. Had some fun, laugh, joke around, do silly stuffs, pretty much normal things you do with your buddies. Then, we get on our bikes and rode off to the next housing through the "village", or some people call it "mouse", road. The road was bumpy and my body was shaking because we pedal our bikes as fast as we can. It was tiring, no lie. But it was so fun!
THANK YOU, SICK PEOPLE!<3

Oh yea, my love life. It is now.... kinda weird. I mean, the guy I like likes someone else. And I know I should just move on and forget about him because I can't have him but I can't. He's on my mind, he's been in my dreams of nights. I can't get him outta my head! So, should I keep holding on to my feelings or just accept the fact that he's long gone and moved on? OH MY FREAKIN GAWSH, LOVE IS C.O.M.P.L.I.C.A.T.E.D!

And umm... yea, I'm feeling left out again. To me, it seems like people are having fun without me. Like, I'm a party pooper. I feel so bad and I don't know what to do. Any idea? :-(

Anyways, that's it for today. See ya next time bloggers~

xo, M

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

School Blogging \m/

Hello people of the world! It's me again. It's about 12.30 PM here, so.... Good afternoon! :-D

Explained by the title of this post, I am blogging in school. I'm supposed to be doing an assignment. I'm supposed to find "the difference between the four constitutions which have ever been applied in Indonesia" but instead, I'm blogging. The topic is kinda boring for me because I'm not really interested with stuffs related to politics but I gotta do what I gotta do, aye? :\

Anyway, I'm super duper bored because I can't find what I need for my assignment. The girls in my class are viewing the short movie we made last year and talking about how bad it is. I can't deny, it is bad. Therefore, I am NOT gonna post it on my blog.

I guess that's it. See ya later when I get home. Adios~

xo, M

Monday, September 12, 2011

All Out Of Love by Air Supply


I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too, but what else can we do?
Tormented and torn apart

I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from these long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too?
Does the feeling seem oh so right?

And what would you say, if I called on you now
Saying that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

What are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late, I know I was so wrong

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late, I know I was so wrong

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right


THIS IS JUST SO SAD! :'(

Shattered

Do you know what it feels like to love someone who doesn't loves you back?
To love someone who doesn't notice you?
To love someone who knows you love that person but he/she doesn't give a crap?
To love someone even though you'll never get him/her?

That's what I'm feeling right now.

I just knew that this person who I love so much doesn't love me back.
My world just shattered.
I feel so broken.
If you don't know what this feels like, lemme tell ya something.
It ain't a good feeling!
You don't want to feel this. This doesn't feel good at all. This hurts. This sucks.

If you're not feeling this, then lucky you for your life have been blessed.

Life sucks.
No wait.... MY LIFE SUCKS!


M

Talk You Down by The Script

I can feel the color running
As it's fading from my face
Try to speak but nothings coming
Nothing I could say that'll make you stay
Grabbed your suitcase called a taxi
It's 3am now where you gonna go?
Gonna stay with friends in London
And that's all I get to know

Just a cigarette gone
No you couldn't' be that far
So I'm driving in my car where I hope you are
Maybe I can talk you down
Maybe I can talk you down

We're standing on a tiny ledge
Before this goes over the edge
Gonna use my heart and not my head
And try to open up your eyes
This is relationship suicide

Cos if you go, I go...

Taking shortcuts through the alleys
While your racing through my mind
Cops can chase but they wont catch me
Not before I get to speak my mind
If there's still time

Just a cigarette gone
No you couldn't be that far
So I'm driving in my car where I hope you are
Maybe I can talk you down
Maybe I can talk you down

We're standing on a tiny ledge
Before this goes over the edge
Gonna use my heart and not my head
and try to open up your eyes
This is Relationship suicide

Cos if you go, I go...
Cos if you go, I go...
Cos if you go, I go...
Cos if you go, I go...

We're standing on a tiny ledge
Before this goes over the edge
Gonna use my heart and not my head

We're standing on a tiny ledge
Before this goes over the edge
Gonna use my heart and not my head 

Just a cigarette gone
No you couldn't be that far
So I'm driving in my car where I hope you are
Maybe I can talk you down
Maybe I can talk you down

We're standing on a tiny ledge
Before this goes over the edge
Gonna use my heart and not my head
and try to open up your eyes
This is relationship suicide

Cos if you go, I go...
Cos if you go, I go...
Cos if you go, I go...
Cos if you go, I go...


I dedicate this song to that special guy out there... :)
xo, M

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Welcome to my blog

Hello people of the world! This is my second blog. I call it "polvere di stelle melodia". It's Italian for "stardust melody". I chose stardust melody because it's one of my favorite song. Plus, it's sang by one of my favorite artist, Michael Bublé.

So people, I post random things. Ya got some ideas on what I should write about? Leave a comment ;D

also, please stop by my other blogspot or my tumblr page :)

xo, M